This is absolutely perfect. You hate the feeling of rejection, so you have neutral feelings for everyone until someone comes along and decides to love you, and then you end up loving them completely and you wonder why they chose you, because no one ever did, and you think that they are special and different from everyone else.
Then they end up leaving you too.
So fucking relevant right now it’s unbelievable!
literally could flip a coin on whether i want to live or die right now.